I did it

Like I said the other day. I’m not one to complain. I’m not one to go to others and voice out my ‘problems’. I just want to say that last night I grabbed my speaker and went to my treadmill and just ran from midnight to 2 and by the end I was absolutely soaked in both sweat and also just condensation because it was 2am. I feel much better. I dont feel hopeless. I feel like I can be.