This week I started going into work one hour earlier than I previously was, which makes my start time 7am. We are towards the end of October and its dark by 630PM and the sun doesn’t come up until after 630am and I feel lost. Its currently 5:44 am and im about to step in the shower, but I had a flashback to my last shower. My previous shower was also in the early morning yesterday, but I didn’t know if it had been before bed or before work because everything is always dark when I’m home now.
Which maybe isn’t so bad, because now there is a clear distinction between work time and not work time. Work time is when the sun is up. Not work time is every other moment of the day. I used to work the night shift full time for 2 years and now I struggle to stay up past 8.
This season is going to be one where I try very hard. Im going to go out of my way to start kissing and fucking a guy im attracted to. I haven’t necessarily set my eyes on anyone in particular. (And the one that I’ve been toying the idea with is off limits and not actually one that im tryna bag, he’s just work fun, just for work nothing more im not trying to ruin existing relationships, purr.)
BenMioVur 